sekian kalinya..

• dah lme gak ak x tulis blog nh,tah mne tah dtg mood nk mnulis ny,siyes im not an active blogger,ak tulis hnye tuk mmuaskn nafsu mnulisku,

• • • i got a lot of presssssuuurrreeee,tahlah xtaw knp,maybe personal matters like financial,friends leads to procrastinate,mcm pnah dgr j kn kt stride ahead..aha..siyes bodo.

akhir2 ny ak dpt mrasakn prubhan dlm diri ak,ak jd smakin tegas skarang,bukn ign mbuka pkung ddada..,tp ak jd sumeone y lain dri diri ak sbnr,being such a **** person,

ak reflect pd environment,sensitivity ak jga smakin mningkt,then startlh blame others around me,smakin ary ak rse ak mkin bodo..,n ak mkin lari tjuan asl ak k cni..,n being a clown..,y ready tuk dperlekehkn,dihina,diherdik,dpandg serong,ak tringat mse ak f.4 ad sorg ny y xknal ak,komen y ak nh jns y sush nk mnx maaf klau wt slah,dy sgt salah,pd wktu i2 krn ak jnis y sng nk mnx maaf kt org wlaupon tu bukn salah ak,but this tyme,im totally agree on that statement that im not an easy person to ask for forgiveness unless it involve hidup&mati..

byk benda y ak blajar d cni,slain csc,bel,mtc,ak blajar tuk tidak percayakn sseorg 100%,plbagai variasi hbungn,prsahabatan,prcintaan,kkeluargaan,

n ak sring reminds myself ny bru asasi,blum lg bler da dgree,keje,bfamily,mcty lg challengging,

tibe2 trigt pd bait2 lagu ,`dalam kehidupan ini y trindah melalui dunia remaja`,klau dunia remaja y ak lalui nih diibaratkn indah,,lum lg dunia y lain..,

erm..,

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best Friend

I hate the term of best friend..,

Why I said so?

Because I’ve been betrayed by my own friend

I lost my best friend

Deep inside my heart

I’m still feel that my heart irritate inside

I`m crying inside..,

Why you do this to me?

Why you declared me your best friend?

Why? I`m now hopes that you will be happy ever after with your boy friend…

Today, I saw a things that remind you and me,

That things remind me,’ when we laugh together, gossiping, when I lend you my arm to help you forget all the sadness,

Now I realized that it won’t happen anymore,

As time going fast,

You are going to far from me…..

Hope you will happy with your BEST FRIEND, (b.f)

And please don’t ever share your hell business to me again

I`m sick of it!!!

-to my ex best friend-(I don’t think so I have it)

Alhamdulillah elaun da msuk,

setelah sbulan mnunggu..,akhirnye..benarlah kata pepatah,`berakit2 k hulu,brenang2 kmudian..bmiskin2 dhulu bkaya2 kmudian,hua23,~dlu mkn pon catu..skunk dah reda dah..ermm..

im craving for johny`s tom yam..mleleh air liur den ny..bler pk sal tom yam johny`s..aduh..

mse kgawatan ekonomi ak hanya mampu lalu&bau j kt johny`s ECM..hurm,,sedeyh...bestnyer dpt hirup sup T.Y..syg waktu tu ak hanya mampu hirup air liuq jewp..sedeyh doh..

ak smemangnyer mlas sgt nk m`update blog nih..haha..tp xap r ad gk bestnyer uat blog nih…hah!sedar xsedar skunk da tahun 2010…,cpatnye mse blalu…,mcm2 kngn mnis pahit y ak lalui spnjg 2009..,y plg ak xlupa pd awl tahun nilah stu2nyer atuk y tinggal tlh kmbali k rahmatullah,al-fatihah…kdg2 bila mgingati kematian,trasa tkut..,bukn ap..tkut dgn azabNya..,sedar dri ini hamba y hina,byk mlakukan dosa,takut bila tiba masanye xsmpat nk btaubat..,tringat bait2 lagu doa taubat..,~Wahai Tuhan ku xlayak ke syurgaMu,namun x pula aku sanggup k nerakaMu…~..,

Hurm..sbb tu tahun ni azam ak lain drpd azam ak dulu2,..azam ak tahun ny..,~berubah menjadi hamba Allah,y benar2 bsyukur ats rahmatNya ~

Im still trying to be a good muslim,

semoga ak dpt mncapai azam ak ny,insyaAllah…amin…